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Performance "My other Self at play" close-up

With this post I close the Performance "My other Self at play". 

This performance took place as a response for my creative project for my assessement of the module Frontiers of Performance Arts (Goldsmiths) 

However, the blog will continue to exist. My other self might it may reappear sometimes. Maybe other projects or ideas will flourisch in this anonymous space. My other self and me are looking forward to it. 


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