Skip to main content

N+88:

N+88:  

I lost track. In a good way? I am not sure who is taking the lead from now on. 


Peace has been done. Giggling and gambling, eating a plate of potato or empty dumpling on the highest street of redemption. Out of balance. They are not coming back. The silence is dreadful. Without the other I am nothing, the only thing that matter right now is to know if I can learn to fly. Always have fancied Peter Pan, maybe because he rescues Windy.  

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

N+ 72 : New year, New beginning

  N+ 72 : New year, New beginning  We could assert that the year ended on an intense note. But what’s an end if it hasn’t just a sweet little taste of drama. I always tell the people I am a drama queen. It’s not very true but not very wrong. It’s a good way to process without being judged. It’s like announcing before I even raised my voice that I will be intense. With this, I claim the intensity of the self and sneak my oversized emotionality in the play without you noticing.   There could be so much more to sneak in. More words for examples? Yes! really! Even more words, so you can be stuck with them while I throw some very wild ideas in your heads.   It’s me fooling you.  
Post a Comment
Read more

N + 63 : it's almost the end of the year

N + 63 : it's almost the end of the year  It is the end of the year. I eat crisps while I try to remember the shape of your body. It has been a while since I have kissed you. I miss it, I miss you. We will probably never kiss again and it makes me sad. Just a little bit.   But it is enough talking about you. Let’s change the topic, switch the meaning or the subtitles. I want to talk about myself. Me, myself and I. I should be the centre of the stage. Not you. It is weird, isn’t it? We are taught to learn not to see the world only as rotating around ourselves.  But now I want you to unlearn that and re-learn how to put oneself (myself so) into the spotlight. It is not about showing yourself. I am aware that there is some introvert among us.   What I mean is just that you have to be your own spectator. Value yourself, love yourself, send yourself flowers and treat yourself as you would treat a lover. Clap your hands, make noises, envy it and feel it. Those days we hear...
Post a Comment
Read more

Performance "My other Self at play" close-up

With this post I close the Performance "My other Self at play".  This performance took place as a response for my creative project for my assessement of the module Frontiers of Performance Arts (Goldsmiths)  However, the blog will continue to exist. My other self might it may reappear sometimes. Maybe other projects or ideas will flourisch in this anonymous space. My other self and me are looking forward to it. 
Post a Comment
Read more